N-No, it's--if it were just that, it wouldn't--but it's not, it's that, and the other things, and home and worry and I ate the candy too and it--

[She wanted to explain, really she did, but it was harder than it sounded to put it all into words. And she'd vowed on her honor that she wouldn't tell those secrets, but even if she would've, how could she put into words, some of the things she'd learned?]