[She doesn't manage to resist Megumi's attempt at grabbing her, but she does manage to avert her eyes instead, keeping them fixed at a point on the cave floor as her vision blurs over with tears.]
It's--it's what I did. I still did it. I didn't want it and I still did it and I keep seeing it again and again and again and I didn't want to do it, I'd never--I'd never but I did and it won't get out of my head and I can't--I can't--
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[She doesn't manage to resist Megumi's attempt at grabbing her, but she does manage to avert her eyes instead, keeping them fixed at a point on the cave floor as her vision blurs over with tears.]
It's--it's what I did. I still did it. I didn't want it and I still did it and I keep seeing it again and again and again and I didn't want to do it, I'd never--I'd never but I did and it won't get out of my head and I can't--I can't--