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Princess Rosella of Daventry ([personal profile] primrosella) wrote2009-09-13 05:40 pm

Quest 120

[Private//Hackable by Friends]

They didn't come for me.

I killed a witch in her sleep and they didn't come for me. I stole from an ogre, I blinded a set of three hags, I robbed graves...and they didn't come for me. They left me alone. They took the others, they took my friends, but they never came for me.

Am I any less guilty for it?

Maybe I am. Maybe I am different. It'd fit, wouldn't it?

Don't go trying to rescue anyone. Don't come to the prison. Don't look. Don't become one more thing for your friends to worry about. Don't end up like the rest of them.

Is that it? Am I really so different after all?

I think I understand now, Megumi.

[/Private]

I see, now. How very clever. First make the animals attack us, then set the stuffed ones on us, and now treat us all like animals. That's terribly clever, isn't it? Three bad things, all in a row, just as we'd all been expecting, and all to do with animals.

But it begs questions, doesn't it? Why this? Why now? Why are some people taken and others left alone? And who could possibly deserve the things being done to the people in there? Prison, punishment, seeking repentance for sins--that's all well and good, but if you have to resort to torture to seek it, how are you any better than the ones you intend to punish? What does it solve? Where does it stop?

This isn't justice. It makes me sick-- This is suffering for the sake of suffering. Fuel for the clock again, is it?

And now it's said that the island is sinking. The deities have as good as confirmed it, in their roundabout ways--"rats drown with the ship", "tick-tock, get out quick", "time is not on your side". Is it so hard to guess what the "exciting conclusion" might be? And what does that mean for the people that haven't or won't or can't accept the parole that's been offered, I wonder? Or perhaps I don't have to wonder at all.

But perhaps the question that's most important of all is this: do the ends always justify the means? Is it worth it to become a monster to defeat a monster? To punish people with the same methods that they themselves are being punished for? Or does answering evil with evil only result in twice as much evil at the end of it all? When is it poetic justice, and when is it just plain cruelty?

Perhaps it's the reasons behind it, in the end, that make all the difference. And no matter what anyone might say, I have a difficult time believing that any of this is truly being done for our sakes.

[identity profile] firstvampire.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Because we do not know is that Deity has another bomb in place to kill those curious enough to be on the site.

Please understand... I do not think we can afford to have any more casualties.
The scent of blood is strong as well.

[identity profile] primrosella.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
You're not the boss of me--none of you are the--

Staying inside and not going to the island are two different things.
Edited 2009-09-15 02:49 (UTC)

[identity profile] firstvampire.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
...of course.

I'm sorry... I seem to have upset you.

[identity profile] primrosella.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
...

...You might say I'm a bit upset by all this, yes.

[OOC: Sorry, Kaname, she's starting to crack. >>]

[identity profile] firstvampire.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
It is quite understandable...

[I have never read the Deities actually murdering its citizens in cold blood, so this is a bit surprising. He thought. I had originally speculated the curses were merely for their entertainment.]

It seems the Deities are determined to keep us trapped here. By any and all means necessary.

[ooc: keeping his cool... and his thoughts to himself. -_-;;;]

[identity profile] primrosella.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
No. They just want us to suffer.

[identity profile] firstvampire.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
...Rosella.

Do you want to accompany you to the site?

[identity profile] primrosella.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
It won't do any good. And it'll just make everyone worry.

[identity profile] firstvampire.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
If that is what you want.

If there is some way I could help, please do not hesitate to ask for anything...

[identity profile] primrosella.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
I should stay here, anyway. I--I need to look after someone.

[identity profile] firstvampire.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
I know it's pointless to ask, but please do not worry too much. It would be best to do what we can for now, and you looking after your friend is the right thing to do.

[identity profile] primrosella.livejournal.com 2009-09-15 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
It's something. Not much at all, but something.